Thanks to getting my blood drawn a million times, thanks to medical technology we finally got our little Kortney. She is the most amazing spirit, she is filled with light and happiness. She just looks into your eyes and you know how wonderful her little spirit is. When I was going in for my induction at 40 weeks (yes, we made it that long after being on bed rest, horrible) Mike gave Katie a blessing. In that blessing it talked about Kortney waiting so long to come to this Earth, her and Katie were best friends once before, Kortney wanted to come with her, but katie is here to be her example, her friend and protector here on Earth. It was amazing.
Things I learned: I need to rely on my Father in Heaven and be patient with his plan for me. Also I need to depend on the Priesthood, and know I can ask my husband for a blessing whenever I feel prompted. I also learned that love is an amazing thing. If any of you ever have to experience this please let me know, I know there is nothing I can do, but a Diet Coke and treat can go pretty far when you feel like crap.
2 comments:
Wow that was really great! My sister had a miscarriage and I know how hard it was for her. I can only imagine it being my child. I am sure they are in heaven waiting for you to come back!
Meagan although I have never had the heart-wrenching experience of losing a baby, I know how it is wanting Heavenly Father to send you a baby so bad, and it not happening. Sometimes I would just cry because I could not (never really have) figure out what was wrong with me. I hope that he knows how much we care for his little spirits after all we go through to get them here. Medical advancement has come a long way. I to had to get my blood drawn a lot, and several other "procedures" they thought might help, but didn't. Now I just look at my little Camber (on her good days, lol) and I know I would do it over again in a heartbeat, no matter what the cost. I am sure that when we get to Heaven this will all make sense, until then we just have to remember that "this to shall pass" and look to the bright things in life. Love You, Krista:)
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